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fucking idiot person upstairs listening to the same evanescence song on repeat, fuck off you have serious issues you tool

I sometimes wonder whether it is even worth going to sleep.

Recently, I have not been able to stop thinking about why people do things. Why the people you love so much do things that surely they know will hurt you. For all the things you do for them, asking for nothing in return, we just get hurt. 

Something happened recently, nothing major but enough to make me constantly think about it and ask why over and over in my head.

I’d like to ask what is the obsession with the female body (in an adult way). The body is a beautiful thing, every cell, every organ, every hair is there for a reason and to do a job. Personally, I think there are two ways of looking at a body, respecting the beauty of someone’s body and looking at it in an almost x-rated ‘porno’ way, is there a difference or is it just me over-thinking? 

There is so much I want to write and vent but no way of explaining without being too particular (which I don’t want to do). Why do people say things then do completely hypocritical things afterwards knowing it’s going to cause negative feeling in the other person. 

This is just something I really can’t get my head around, maybe it’s just a personal view because I don’t walk around everyday analysing every male body I see.

Please please, shine some light, peace.